Thursday, July 29, 2010

down time

So I have some. and it's incredible.. but it allows me to think..

and I think a LOT as it is.. about time, time management, things in my life, what I've done wrong, relationship and otherwise, how to fix things, what to do differently, and how to NOT do the same things over and over again.

I don't like to dwell. I HATE it, but we all do it. I just need a place where I can vent it all out and the people/persons in questions can't get at it, don't know it's there and will just leave me alone.. and in the land of the world wide web.. where the inter-webs transport information like so many pulsations of light.. I feel trapped. Anyone else feel trapped by technology? I mean, it's my JOB to get tech, to work it, to advertise, to sell, to get it to bow to my whim.. and also make it DO WHAT THE CLIENT WANTS!!!! but when it comes to a persons OWN life??.. that's where the issues in MY life have come.

things are getting a little wonky..

working.
overtime.
a LOT of it.. and like everyone else in the world.. I'm thrilled to have a job, esp in this job market. a good job at that. I just miss my daughter. miss being able to sleep. being able to eat at a regular interval... and not feeling like i'm cut off from the regular world except for thru the computer. it's a rather surreal feeling, when you start to think that people that you read their tweets and blogs are your friends.

I really need to get out and create something :)

Friday, June 11, 2010

so.. I'm herrrrre

and you're there . fantastic.